Today I would be 20 weeks pregnant if I was still carrying the baby. C. and I would be watching our baby on the ultrasound and finding out if we needed to buy some blue clothes, or stick with pink. Part of our Christmas joy would be sharing the results with our families. I didn't think it would be this difficult.
I am thankful for my two beautiful daughters, my granddaughter, and my amazing, supportive, partner in life.